Following God

I think God is in that mode of teaching me something right now. I came to the office on Monday and just didn't want to be there. I couldn't find any joy or excitement about being in the office. The problem is I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do with my life right now. On the one hand, I have a degree in Music that I can fall back on if I can find a Choir job. On the other hand, there are some great things about working with Farm Bureau.

Here's what's so hard...God is making me learn to wait on Him. I wish He would just tell me exactly what I'm supposed to be doing. That would make life so much easier. But God never works like that. He wants us to learn to trust Him and to wait patiently for Him. I know that in time, God will open the doors that He wants me to walk through. I just have to learn to do what I'm not very good at....waiting.

Lord, teach me to trust You and to wait for You. I truly want to know what it is You have planned for me. Teach me not to get ahead of You but to walk beside You. Teach me to trust You because You know what is best.